How long have I looked into this pool,
Watching that image for change
Hoping it would grow a bit brighter,
A bit more worthy?
How long has my hand been stayed
Just above the water
Wanting, desperately, to fix the faults
Within the image floating there?
Isn’t it time to let the ugly be
To look away from the wrongs that seem so glaring
To live, rather than to be frozen with regret
To move away from the pool into the day?
I’ll never fix that face
Nor find perfection there.
I’ll never even modify the expression on that face
By looking in the water.
The trap is not the beauty or the lack thereof
But the fixation on the image
And the fantasy that perfection
Is the necessary first step toward acceptance.
But … what is that?
A movement other than my own within the pool
A hand upon my shoulder
A face besides my own looks up at me.
The look within those eyes
As they gaze on my reflection
Seem filled with tears of love.
They drop into the pool and blur the vision there.
The spell is broken.
Narcissus turns and is wrapped in an embrace so full
That all preoccupation is lost in deepest consolation.
[image by cea + per cc 2.0]
Wisdom is anchored in love.
You cannot really see anything
Until you risk loving it,
Until you can see its inner self –
And God, herself, deeper still.
For deep within all,
Is the ALL that called it into being;
And calls it still, to bring it to its essence,
Just as I am called and refined
In and through deep love.
Wisdom is seeing with God’s eyes.
[photo by Johnny Silvercloud per cc 2.0]
Good news! Spring has not been cancelled!
delight may be
the surest evidence
That eternal smile
makes it possible
to grasp my days
and venture forth
a firm assurance
that all will,
And I can breathe again.
So, I keep an eye out for delight
and hear God’s chuckle when it shows itself
amid the rubble of my days
like a geode broken to the light.
My own heart laughs when I see it,
hidden in plain sight
already there when I turn my eyes.
The laughter of my soul
breaks down my fear
and blows away despair
like feathers in that holy wind.
[photo by Chris A per cc 2.0]
There is the clay
And the life within the clay
Both hold the glory of God
Both are held in that dear embrace.
[image adapted from a work by ROBERT HUFFSTUTTER per cc 2.0]
Welcome to God’s realm.
[photo by Ethan Bagley per cc 2.0 from Flickr]
Sometimes, you can almost see light,
You know what I mean?
Most of the time, you don’t see light,
You just see what light reveals.
But sometimes … light, real light, shines forth.
Sometimes you can see what cannot be seen.
And sometimes, it happens through another’s eyes.
You notice that they notice … and there it is.
And your heart leaps,
And your jaw drops,
And you know, deeply know,
That LIFE is real.
Even a stone has that kind of life.
Even the busiest little girl can touch its edges.
Even your own heart can melt with it.
LIFE is just that strong,
[image by Susan Murtaugh per cc 2.0]
[Thanks to Richard Rohr for the realization that ‘light is not so much what you directly see as that by which you see everything else.’ (The Universal Christ (p. 14). The Crown Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.]