There is the clay
And the life within the clay
Both hold the glory of God
Both are held in that dear embrace.
Sometimes, you can almost see light,
You know what I mean?
Most of the time, you don’t see light,
You just see what light reveals.
But sometimes … light, real light, shines forth.
Sometimes you can see what cannot be seen.
And sometimes, it happens through another’s eyes.
You notice that they notice … and there it is.
And your heart leaps,
Any your jaw drops,
And you know, deeply know,
That LIFE is real.
Even a stone has that kind of life.
Even the busiest little girl can touch its edges.
Even your own heart can melt with it.
LIFE is just that strong,
[Thanks to Richard Rohr for the realization that ‘light is not so much what you directly see as that by which you see everything else.’ (The Universal Christ (p. 14). The Crown Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.]
Hands on the keys,
Head trying to focus,
For too many days
I’ve let my eyes be distracted
By swirling circumstance.
My head is spinning.
I am befuddled.
The world is just not right.
But angst will not fix it
And consternation leads nowhere.
I think, ‘This just can’t be!’
But it is.
It is . . .
So, where are you?
‘Well,’ I think I hear you whisper,
‘Not in the eddies of befuddlement
That cloud your brain.’
‘Not in the tiny corners
Or of fear.’
‘Not in any careful arrangement
Of concepts or creeds.
All those are too small.’
‘You will not catch me here or there.
You will not catch me . . .
Are you now the Cat in the Hat,
Dancing amid the chaos of toys
Sent flying by Thing One and Two?
There is some truth in that story.
Some twinkle of sense
Amid the wry phrases.
And one of those twinkles
Lodges itself in my heart.
Stories catch the truth better than concepts.
Stories are grounded in life.
Stories don’t have to tell the truth for all time.
They just have to ring true in that particular embodiment.
‘But,’ I hear myself argue from the corner,
‘Isn’t truth true for all times and all places?
Why does it take a particular embodiment to show itself?’
‘Because its just that big,’ you whisper.
‘Its just that big. Its just that expansive.
You cannot hold it all.’
‘But where it touches your life,
You can glimpse its passing.
When it nods at you, you can nod in return.’
‘The trick, of course,
Is to get out of your head,
And into your life.’
‘Live your story
And keep an eye out for me.
You can’t miss me, if you are watching.’
‘The hat gives me away every time.’
The green of the leaf,
The heat of the sun,
The laughter that bubbles up
When good friends meet
After a long absence,
The sweet satisfaction
In a sip of cool water,
The uncomplicated giggle
Of a small, dear child,
These are evidence of you.
These are embodiment of you.
These are where, again, you create life.
Theology is good.
The pulse of life is better.
I rejoice in them both.
May you trust the dawn,
Which I am bringing.
May your heart find a way
To hold both sorrow and hope.
May your ears listen, in quiet solidarity,
To the grief of cruel rejection.
And know that such a time as this,
Is meant for change, for growth.
The chrysalis has broken open.
Do not fear its breaking.
I have not abandoned you.
Nor have I forsaken my deep love for all.
Rest within my arms for just a moment.
Do not turn too quickly from the grief.
Let me rock you softly as your tears fall.
May you know, deeply know, that love prevails.
Already, I love you.
I always have.
You are a mystery, born of love.
And your wings will soon unfold into that truth.
You are emerging from the chrysalis that held you.
Its constraints no longer serve.
But it will take some time for the sun to dry your wings.
And the breeze of freedom to lift you for flight.
You can trust my love to win, again and always.
It is less about resistance and more about release.
My ways are not your ways.
They are strong and sure.
Love will prevail, not through plots and strategies,
But, as love always does, in loving.
In the meantime, may your heart hold on to me,
As I hold you.