sometimes joy comes in letting go
in letting life be life
in letting you be you
in letting me be me
and welcoming the mess of it all
there may just be a smile
hidden in the remnants of the day
or a giggle folded in with the laundry
Are you befuddled, like I am?
Were you caught off guard
By the once-again willfulness
Of these, (of us) your dear children?
Are you saddened by
Our angry rejection – each of the other
As we each try to be right enough
To gain your approval?
When will we wake up to the love
Already wrapped around our shoulders?
When will we learn to giggle together
Under the blanket of your grace?
Stories touch the truth so much more deeply and fully than facts. We think that we can grasp facts – hold them and turn them in our hands; use them as our tools.
Stories hold us. We know their touch. They resonate in our souls. But we do not control them. They are beacons and they shine forth from a source that is beyond us, though it includes us. We participate, we shape our own role to some extent, but the story is beyond the tiny corners of our possession.
Sometimes, you can almost see light,
You know what I mean?
Most of the time, you don’t see light,
You just see what light reveals.
But sometimes … light, real light, shines forth.
Sometimes you can see what cannot be seen.
And sometimes, it happens through another’s eyes.
You notice that they notice … and there it is.
And your heart leaps,
Any your jaw drops,
And you know, deeply know,
That LIFE is real.
Even a stone has that kind of life.
Even the busiest little girl can touch its edges.
Even your own heart can melt with it.
LIFE is just that strong,
[Thanks to Richard Rohr for the realization that ‘light is not so much what you directly see as that by which you see everything else.’ (The Universal Christ (p. 14). The Crown Publishing Group. Kindle Edition.]
Imagine, for a moment, if you will,
That your hands are dusted with grace;
So that everything you touch today
Receives a secret blessing.
Imagine the delicate shawl you spread
Across the shoulders of a friend
When you embrace in greeting.
Secretly, you fortify them for their day.
Imagine, when you gently touch the face
Of the child that comes to you for comfort,
That the care you show is a deeper balm
Than the band-aid you place upon her knee.
Imagine that the flowers in your garden
Receive an extra dose of light
Because you touch them
And admire their delicate beauty.
Imagine, when you touch a doorknob,
That a dusting of grace remains,
So that all who enter or exit there,
Find grace upon their hands, as well.
Imagine that you are given,
Just for this one day,
The chance to grace each encounter,
Bringing just a bit more life to life.
Imagine that this might just be true.
Smile at the grace you are given.
Smile at the blessing you can pass along.
Smile at the gritty, ubiquitous tenacity of grace.
Hands on the keys,
Head trying to focus,
For too many days
I’ve let my eyes be distracted
By swirling circumstance.
My head is spinning.
I am befuddled.
The world is just not right.
But angst will not fix it
And consternation leads nowhere.
I think, ‘This just can’t be!’
But it is.
It is . . .
So, where are you?
‘Well,’ I think I hear you whisper,
‘Not in the eddies of befuddlement
That cloud your brain.’
‘Not in the tiny corners
Or of fear.’
‘Not in any careful arrangement
Of concepts or creeds.
All those are too small.’
‘You will not catch me here or there.
You will not catch me . . .
Are you now the Cat in the Hat,
Dancing amid the chaos of toys
Sent flying by Thing One and Two?
There is some truth in that story.
Some twinkle of sense
Amid the wry phrases.
And one of those twinkles
Lodges itself in my heart.
Stories catch the truth better than concepts.
Stories are grounded in life.
Stories don’t have to tell the truth for all time.
They just have to ring true in that particular embodiment.
‘But,’ I hear myself argue from the corner,
‘Isn’t truth true for all times and all places?
Why does it take a particular embodiment to show itself?’
‘Because its just that big,’ you whisper.
‘Its just that big. Its just that expansive.
You cannot hold it all.’
‘But where it touches your life,
You can glimpse its passing.
When it nods at you, you can nod in return.’
‘The trick, of course,
Is to get out of your head,
And into your life.’
‘Live your story
And keep an eye out for me.
You can’t miss me, if you are watching.’
‘The hat gives me away every time.’